Heartbreak

[Eowyn]

Title: Heartbreak
Author: Moi offcourse
Shipper: Dru/S, B/A, W/X
Characters in this fan fiction, will come or is here: Giles, Buffy, Drusilla, Buffy, Angel, Willow, Xander, Cordelia, Faith, Oz... maybe more
Season: Beginning of season 3.
After Episode: Homecomming
Rating: 12
Storyline: Drusilla comes back to town, Spike as well. Faith and Buffy becomes good friends. Willow and Xander are trying to figure out if they are going to become more then friends or if they are going to take the kiss as a misstake. Angel are trying to make Buffy realize that he still loves her and that they should be together but the after effects of hell are spooking. Cordelia notes some tention around Willow and Xander and goes and asks Faith for help. Giles and Oz finds out that Drusilla is now back in town together with Spike and they are trying to make the gang stop thinking about their personal problems for a few hours and try and fight Spike and Drusilla.

Chapter 1: Secret's out
The black windowed car didnt let any sunlight in, that was why Drusilla and Spike were in it. They were vampires, and if they drove in at night they knew the Slayer would be patrolling the streets and see them driving in. Spike was holding the wheel and Dru was cuddling on his other side turned to her.
"It's going to be fun... Right Spike? We are going to have so much fun... And make so many friends... And offcourse kill that nasty slayer, like I did with the other one. Right Spike?"
"I dont know about friends darling but fun we are going to have Dru... Losts of it."
Drusilla giggled and she layed down in his lap as they where driving in... They had bought a house a bit out of Sunnydale but they would live, they where after all immortal beings of evil.

Buffy was walking in the park, she was going to Angel, a bit to walk but... She then heard a voice behind her.
"Buffy!"
It was Willow, Xander and Faith. She turned around.
"Ehh... Guys this isnt a good time..."
"What? What's wrong?" Willow said.
"I just want to do something - alone."
"Chill B." Faith said. "We're goin' with ya..."
Buffy sighed and said:
"Please..."
"Alright B..." Faith said and Xander and willow looked questioned at her.
"Thanks." And with that Buffy continued to walk and Willow and Xander and Faith hopefully went the other way.
Buffy then got inside the house and she went to the common room where she found Angel, lying on the floor.
"Angel!"
She ran to him and took his head into her lap and she heard him say:
"Buffy? I was walking... I were going to meet you at the door when you came next time. I've gotten better. A bit.."
"Angel... You are weak. You should rest, you will then soon be back to normal."
And then Buffy heard someone gasping and she saw Willow... Xander... and Faith.
"Who's the babe?" Faith said.
"Buffy! Why didnt you tell us Angel was alive!" Willow said.
"Angel? The dude who died?" Faith looked from Buffy to Willow and then down to the "babe" on the floor.
"It's my life alright!" Buffy said and she still held Angel in her arms. "Angel went back to life and Im the one that takes care of him... He's not evil anymore Willow.."
"I cant believe you could have kept this from us..." Willow's eyes went blank and she ran out.
Xander looked at Buffy with sad eyes and then at Willow who were leaving.
"W... Willow!"
He ran to make her comany or to confort her and leaving Faith and Buffy alone.
"Hey B... I'll not get in the middle of this... You take care of your babe and I'll go and find my own... What is the deal with him btw?"
"He's a vampire Faith... A soul vampire." Buffy said quick when she saw Faith's look. "His... soul less vampire self goes under Angelus..."
"Angel.. Angelus... Nice ring to it... Wait, isnt that the vampire who..."
"I bet it is." Buffy said and smiled. "Can you go now? Please... I need to take care of Angel."
"Sure. No problemo. I was going to meet my new watcher anyway..."
"New Watcher?"
"Yeah... Apperantly the Watcher counsil didnt find it suiting for me to share Giles with you..."
"Apperantly not..." Buffy said and turned her eyes on Angel as Faith dissapeared through the door.
"Buffy..." Angel said, he was tired, his enegry was out. "I love you..."
Then he passed out and Buffy fell a tear.
"I love you too Angel... But I cant..."

End of Chapter 1

Just note that Im a swedish, as possible spoiler free Buffy fan... In Sweden we are in season 3 and 'Bad Candy' did just went. So Im not going with any other storylines then my own! ;)

[Eowyn]

Chapter 2: Anger and bestray

Willow walked out and then when she was out a bit futher she heard someone was calling her name.
"Willow!" It was Xander.
"I cant right now... I cant believe... that Buffy didnt tell me. We are best friends."
"I know. She has been keeping it from everyone the little..."
Willow gave Xander the evil eye and then she said.
"She is not the only one keeping secrets so dont blame her. We got our own now dont we?"
"Well... yes... but that's different...."
"No it's not. What Buffy kept from what I understand didnt hurt anyone. Angel is to weak to do something... While our secrets can hurt the ones that we hold dear Xander. You dont like this because you dont like Angel."
"What are you saying Willow? I dont like Angel sure, but it was wrong for Buffy to keep this from us."
"She did it out of Love, Xander. It's like when the person walks into the room and everything else just fades away..."
And then they looked at eachother and they went into a kiss. But suddenly stopped.
"We cant do this anymore Xander!" Willow said angry. "I love Oz... And We cant... you love Cordelia!"
"Yes... But it's like I see you for the firs..."
"Dont say it! Then it will just happen again."
"Right." Xander said and then he said sarcastic. "We forget this thing never happened and we skipp the theory that this might be some sort of sign..."
"Sign for what Xander? That we are going to get married and have 8 kids? No Xander. This is just a hormone relationship. What I feel for Oz... is real. You had your chance with me..."

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that was a short one I know but...

[JustAnnie]

I love this story so far! I'm a little thorn, I love Willow and Oz together, but I have always wanted Willow and Xander to get together...Anyway, more when you can!

[Eowyn]

Thank you. I might post more tomorrow, on Sunday or sometime next week ::noangel:

Im glad you liked it! :: party :

[JustAnnie]

Thank you. I might post more tomorrow, on Sunday or sometime next week ::noangel:

Im glad you liked it! :: party :
I hope it's tomorrow! Cos I'm going away on Sunday, and won't be home for a while...

[Magui]

I like it too!.I almost like Buffy thanks to you lol(she's my least favourite character).The storyline is pretty cool:D.Post more!

PS: Do you have any idea about what happens after Bandy Candy?

[Eowyn]

Continue on chapter 2:

"Willow..." Xander said.
"Xander, you need to get over your whole Angel jealously thing. Buffy's secret was because she felt like she wanted some alone time with him. She loves him and she would gladly take him here with open arms. And it was Angelus who killed all those people, not Angel."
Xander just stood silent without saying a word. He knew that Willow was right but admitting it to himself was harder, then to keep silent. In stead he just said:
"Come on Willow, let's go home."

Back in the house Buffy sat beside Angel, she had put him on the couch, so that he could have something comfy to be on. She looked at him when he slept and she loved him more and more. She couldnt tell if he had died since he didnt breathe but she started to feel an ichy worry that Angel might have... no no. Angel was strong. He couldnt die just from that...
"Just from that..." Buffy thought. "He have also been through more then a thousand years of tourtue."
Buffy felt a tear on her cheek. She could loose all of her friends, as she probably now had, but she couldnt bare to loose Angel... Not again. Just thinking about it made it hard for Buffy to breathe and she felt as if she was standing on a cliff with the only thing wanting her back was Angel...
She was too deep in her thoughts but when she snapped out of them she felt a hand on her shoulder, Angel was now sitting up.
"Angel!" Buffy had thought to long about Angel might have been dead so that when he was there, very much alive, she hugged him and kissed him.
"Buffy... Im sorry..." Angel said.
"What have you to be sorry about? Nothing.... Schh... Rest now... You need your strenght... I'll go and get you some food to drink and I'll stay with you here over the night."
"But... What about your school Buffy?" Angel said worried.
"School isnt as important as you Angel. I love you.."
She saw a smile growing on Angel's face and she knew that she had made his day, somehow. And then she went away from him to get blood that she had in her house.

Spike and Drusilla looked in the window and saw Buffy leave. Spike was annoyed with Angel as he had always been and he turned to Dru.
"See Dru. People are living here. Let's found another place."
"Wait Spikey... I want to look."
"Look you can do later... Come on.."
He grabbed Drusilla's hand they went to the abandoned house a bit futher away. Spike and Drusilla walked in and Spike turned to Drusilla.
"What do you think baby? Is it good enough for you?"
"Yes Spikey."
This house had closed windows and it was really dark and the floor was made out of stone...
"Here we will dance..." Drusilla said and started to spinn around with Spike on the floor. "Forever and ever..."

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Im sooo glad you like it :D This one is a short one to because... well, I didnt know what more to put there in so... ::kiss::

[ana8]

Really like it..Keep up with a good work:)

[Eowyn]

Chapter 3: Never Ever

Next day in school...

Cordelia walked through the doors of the school and then she saw her boyfriend Xander standing talking to Willow about something.

"Hey!" She said in the next second she was beside them. "Anything happen yesterday? You look serious..."
"Angel's back..." Xander said annoyed.
"What? What right does Buffy have to bring him bac..."
"She didnt. He turned up somehow." Willow said mellow and then she closed her locker. "I cant think of how we are going to tell Giles. Angel.. I mean Angelus killed Ms Calender after all."
"We'll tell him the truth!" Cordelia said cherry. "Nothing better than that."
And with that they walked to the library and Oz, Willow's warewolf boyfriend joined the crowed without saying so much.
They found Giles and Buffy talking. Giles was sitting down in a chair, cleaning his glasses. Cordelia guessed that Buffy just had told him.
"Buffy... You do realize that Angel was there for thousands of years... There can be after effects..."
"Like?" Buffy said worried. "Giles, tell me."
They hadnt noticed that they had walked in but it was for the best.
"Sleep issues, sudden vialence if he hears a sertan sound or... worse."
"What worse?"
"If something evil brought him back... It can maniplulate him to do something..."
"Then we just keep him under close sight."
"I dont know Buffy..."
Cordelia, Willow, Oz and Xander looked at eachother and was ready to walk out when they heard Buffy say:
"I have probably lost all my friends under this thing Giles and they finding out. I cant loose Angel - not again... Please dont ask me to either."
Cordelia then looked at Willow which suddenly said:
"Buffy, you havent lost us... We love you it was just a... chock you see..."
Buffy and Giles looked at them, they havent noticed they where there until now.
"Thanks Will." Buffy said and a big Buffy smile grew up on her face.

Angel sat down on his sofa or whatever and then he heard steps. He thought it was Buffy but when he saw who it was....
"Well, isnt it my Angel?" It was Drusilla.
"Big all macho Angel arent we right?" And Spike.
"Just leave..." Angel said and looked at them. "Please.."
"No... You see, your slayer dont look after you while she's in school and well... And I have sort of a issue to take up with you, you see...."
"Spike, let's take this someother time."
"Nope."
"Spikey... Make him understand how much he hurt us..." Drusilla said and layed her head on his shoulder and some sort of annoyment grew inside Angel. But he realized.... He was out of help....

Buffy walked into the old maison where Angel was and she looked around. Angel? Where was Angel? Panic grew inside her and she felt as she was close on crying when she had searched the house upsidedown 2 times but after the 4th time she went out in tears...
"Angel... Where are you?"
She knew he hadnt the strenght to walk alone... He had been taken away...

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what do you think? Do you like it?

[Eowyn]

Chapter 4: Believe Me

Willow sat beside Buffy in her room, comforing Buffy as she cried. Willow knew that it could be anything from a normal human to a supersize strenght demon that could have taken Angel since he was that weak. She tried to comfort Buffy but she had her own problems in her head as well. Xander... or Oz? Which one was she truely in love with. She might do a spell. Both loved her but Xander loved her more as a friend and not lover. She was aware of that, but what about her own feelings?
"Buffy... Dont worry, we'll find Angel. You two always find eachother..."
Buffy looked up at Willow with tear drowned eyes.
"Im not afraid of not finding him. Im worried of HOW Im going to find him, Will."
"You mean if he has gotten bad again or if he's... he's... dead?"
"Yes Will. I cant survive to loose him again. Not one more time. I love him to much..."
"I understand Buffy but you need to talk to Giles about this... He's smart, he can find it out."
"Im planning - tomorrow... Can I sleep over here Will?"
"Sure. I'll tell my mom to take out that extra bed."
"Thanks Will."
Willow went out and leaving Buffy alone in her room. Buffy layed down and before she knew it she was dreaming.
Buffy was running, fast. She needed to find him. She suddenly where in a house and there she saw Angel on the floor!
'Angel!' She ran towards him but he was... dead. She then cried a lot but then she saw two shadows and then she saw Drusilla's face...
Buffy woke up screaming and Willow was by her side.
"Good that you woke up Buffy. I thought that you wouldnt. You had screamed like that for the last 10 minutes. What did you dream about?"
"Angel... He was dead. And I know who took him."
"Prophecy dream again?"
"It cant be anything else."
"Well who took him."
"Spike and Drusilla."

Cordelia then looked at the map. She hadnt been in this part of town before but she needed answers.
She had been with Xander all afternoon and she had realized that everytime she said anything about Willow he got really nervous. Something was going on...
And then she found the right house and then the right door. She knocked. And Faith opened.
"Cordelia? What's up?"
"I need your help..."

Angel woke up in some house chained to the wall. He was weak and he had terrible pain. He looked around. Was someone there? He heard steps. Spike.
"Good you have waken." Spike said and he grinned evil. "You know... After we left town Dru and I.... You destoryed her..."
"Destoryed her?" Angel barely remember anything from his Angelus life.
"When we came to Wienna, all she did was flirt and oh... I couldnt stand it... But after a bit of torture she came to her sences."
"Impressive since she never cared about you..."
Spike slapped Angel hard and Angel turned his face to it.
"Shut up Angel! She loves me..."
And then Drusilla came in...
"Boys Boys..."
"Do it Dru..."
And then she went infront Angel and used hopnotize.

Angel saw Buffy suddenly.
"Buffy..."
"Hey Angel.."
"You need to get out of here Buffy."
"Im planning to..."
"Help me get out of this..." Angel said and pointed at the chains.
"No.. You see..." Buffy whispered in his ear. "Why would I save someone who's already dead?"
"You dont.. you dont mean that."
"Yes I do Angel... You where nothing to me... Never. And after you killed Ms Calender, I knew what to do... I have saved power now... And I'll kill you.. Believe me."
Angel got a sudden rage attack and screamed in anger and Dru and Spike left him...

[Eowyn]

No more comments before I continue? That would make me sooo happy. :)