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Parallels to Angel's story: (Impossible to ignore the similarities so I figured I'd start taking note)
Spike is a mess, stalking and eating rats/similar to when Angel starts his journey eating rats.
"I dreamed of killing you" / "I wanted to kill you tonight." (Call back to S1E7).
Buffy picks up the stake to attack Spike, to kill him but something gives her pause/ Similar to her decision not to kill Angel when she shot the arrow in s1e7
Spike gaining his soul and then making the ballsy move to reach back out to the only people he knows in his world, to try and fit in where he used to fit in/ similar to Angel going back to Darla and the whirlwind to try and go back to what he did before his soul, to try and find his place among his family.
Definitely a lot of echoes of 1x07! Especially the Bronze scene in that episode, with Angel talking about his crimes while soulless and his guilt and eventually revealing the fact that he has a soul. And also the ending shot with the souled vamp getting burned by the cross.
And of course in Beneath You, it's the mention of Angel that makes Buffy understand what's going on with Spike.
But why doesn't Spike want Buffy to know he got a soul. Why does he go through great lengths to pretend he is his old self? What is the motivation behind that?
I find Spike's behavior completely repugnant in this episode (starting with him coming into Buffy's house uninvited, essentially violating her personal space), so I've been trying to answer this question myself. (Sorry if you were asking this rhetorically... 😉)
Here's Mark Field's take on Spike's behavior:
Spike’s behavior follows the recovering alcoholic trope I mentioned in the post on Lessons. He begins the episode still in the DTs, saying repeatedly that “it’s not the time” and that he’s “not ready”. We see him later, however, come into the world with bravado, claiming he’s “changed” (note the change in clothing; it is, as he later admits, a costume) and therefore can handle "it" all on his own. As we’ll see later, there’s a reason for this behavior, but I won’t go into it now in order to avoid spoilers.
It turns out that Spike can’t “handle it”, and he tries to hide his new condition. Stabbing Ronnie was so traumatic, both emotionally and because of the chip (yes, it did fire), that he can’t hold the pretense. He loses his emotional control and confesses to Buffy in the church scene that she’s inspired him to “quit”.
That doesn't explain why he didn't want Buffy to know how he changed, though. (I can't remember the spoilers MF is talking about, but I just assumed he means The First making him crazy. I might be forgetting something, though!)
It's clear that getting his soul did not go as Spike expected. So perhaps he's now ashamed of himself for thinking that getting his soul back would fix everything? He couldn't know before getting his soul that it wouldn't make everything magically better, and now he does. He feels like he has to take action because of what's happening with The First, so he tries to help, and he thinks he if he can just present himself as this new, changed Spike without any explanation, then no one will have to know how ignorant he was of what having a soul really meant. Maybe?
Spike's behavior in this episode also seems to relate to the scene between Willow and Giles. Willow isn't ready to go back. Spike is not ready to reveal what's going on with him to Buffy & co. (he says he's not ready in the rat scene). Giles tells Willow that she might not be welcomed back but she will be useful, which is essentially Spike's motivation. Maybe these lines of Willow's are revealing of Spike's mindset, too? "I don't want to go back home just so I can screw up again." and "And what if I give up all this control stuff and I go all veiny and homicidal again?" Maybe if Spike doesn't reveal he has a soul, the expectations for him will be lower and if he screws up it will just be what's expected of him? He does seem to try to "give up this control stuff" and be his old self in the Bronze and before stabbing Ronnie.
I don't know. I feel like I'm not getting it, either, so maybe someone else can weigh in?
One thing I particularly liked about this episode was Willow's line: "Does that mean I have to be a bigger, badder badass than the source of all badness?" That really ties in to both her and Buffy's journeys this season.
So, basically, I loved the Willow and Giles scene. I also loved Xander in this episode, and Dawn is definitely standing out as my favorite. But the Spike stuff was confusing to me, and I thought having a penis monster as the demon in the "attempted rape fallout" episode was pretty icky.
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